Mate, I wish I fucking was.
I've had enough of living this lie now, I'm sick and tired of acting like everything is fantastic, and the stupid act the whole family puts on like 'OMG we're so happy and high off life' when in reality I see my Mum die a little more inside every day, feel myself slowly retreating back into that dark place, and see Dad acting more of a twat with every passing minute and pint of beer.
I'm fed up also, of meeting lovely guys and then my parents having a fucking attitude about them and not allowing them round to the house and stuff without even trying to get to know them, it's going to make this situation very, very difficult and I'm not happy. I don't wanna be in the same position as I was a few months ago again, I want to be happy and I want them to be happy that I'm happy.
Anyway, short rant over, needed to get it out some how and as always the blog was the place to go :)
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